I Wish You Were Dead

This is going to be sort of a very morbid post. It is also something I’m not entirely proud of feeling. I don’t want to wish death on anyone, but I wish it had happened.

When I was 19 I was dating a boy. We weren’t quite at our year mark when he was in a motorcycle accident. I wish it had killed him. I was utterly devoted to him. I barely slept for two weeks while he was in the hospital. I helped him when he was out of the hospital. I put a suppository in him to help him poop. I wish I wasn’t loyal to him the way I was.

He destroyed my trust, my self esteem, he made me feel like I was crazy. He made me feel like I was in the wrong for being upset about him soliciting prostitutes, and mind you he never accepted my sexual advances. The only time he wanted me was when he was drunk.

Had he died in that accident, sure I would be devastated. I thought he was the love of my life and I thought I was going to marry him. However the pain that would have caused me would not be nearly as bad as the next two years of being with him was. He would have died an innocent man, instead he lived to be the villain.

Even now what he did to me affects me. I have an extremely hard time trusting people. My boyfriend now who is practically perfect in every way (doesn’t eat veggies though) and does literally nothing to make me think he’s cheating, I still think he is. Those five minutes he spends on the toilet? Totally cheating. The waitress he just met? They’re totally sleeping together. I try to ignore it, but those thoughts still creep in my mind.

It sucks, and I wish he was dead.


Nintendo Encourages Resellers

I didn’t think my first post would be about a video game company, but it is. One of my passions is playing video games. Overwatch, The Sims, Elder Scrolls Online, Diablo III, Animal Crossing: New leaf; just to name a few. However, there’s one company that continues to make me scratch my head, and that company is Nintendo.

Ever since Amiibo have come out I’ve noticed a trend. Limited stock, results in high demand, which in turn means profit for resellers. Nintendo, I love your games and your products, but you are shooting yourself in the foot. I see so many people saying how good this high demand is for Nintendo, but it isn’t. If you buy a high demand Amiibo for $10 from the store, Nintendo only gets that. Then you sell it for $20, because people want it and people are willing to pay for it, that means you pocket $10. Nintendo sees nothing of this resale price.

Why do you keep doing this Nintendo? I want your products, but I want to support you, not put money in resellers pockets and encourage them to continue the practice. You need to put more product out, your low inventory causes a faux super high demand inflating resale prices and in the end hurting your fans and yourselves in the long run.